Throughout the course of this semester, I have been given the opportunity to take a look at social media in news ways than I ever had before. I personally have had quite a long and rocky journey with my experiences using social media. When I got my first smartphone in the 7th grade, which was an iPhone 4, I mindlessly downloaded some applications that at the time I had no idea the impact they would have on my life in the future. Since then, Instagram and Snapchat have remained the apps that I use the most. As the application icons have changed with time, so have my use and relationships with them.

Before coming to Barcelona, my social media use had drastically changed since the day I first started using the applications. In 2019, I posted on Instagram, the social media that I use the most, a total of 16 times on my personal account. This may not seem like a small number to some, but to many of the instagram obsessed, “Pics or it didn’t happen” worshiping addicts, this is not a lot. The reason for this is that a couple of years prior, I had to make a drastic shift in my social media usage, especially on Instagram. As a young teen, I had become so obsessed with getting the perfect picture, getting hundreds of likes, and getting dozens of comments on every post. I found that everywhere I went I was not living in the moment because I was obsessing over getting content on my instagram page. This always turned into disappointment, negative thoughts toward myself, and constantly thinking destructive thoughts about my image. After a little bit of growing up and maturing, I was able to take a step back to see that likes were not the most important thing in life.
After a slow and careful second go at social media, I found myself getting on a plane to study abroad in Europe. Now that I had built the tools to protect my mental health from social media destruction, I felt ready to use the platforms in order to share my experiences throughout Europe. In the two short months that I was abroad, I posted to my Instagram account 12 times. Instagram has been my favorite social media throughout my entire social media journey. Despite my love hate relationship with the platform, I now feel that I am able to use it in positive ways not only for myself but in other scenarios.

A new way that I used social media during my time abroad was through a travel blog. In this blog I recounted my experiences while traveling to share with my family and friends back home in the states. Personal blogging was a new realm that I had not yet tried before. I have had several academic blogs for different classes throughout the years and I have become quite familiar with the workings of Wix and WordPress. Yet, having my own blog about my life was all new to me. When I was a young angsty teen, my family would always tell me that I needed to have my own blog. My aunt even joked and said that I should title my blog “I hate my life” because that was a phrase I loved to use at the time. Ever since it has been on my mind in the back of my head to start my own blog and I felt like this was the perfect chance. I was able to keep track of my experiences all while showcasing and working on my writing skills. The blog ended up being a hit with my family and despite its amateurity, it showed me what I am capable of.
I think that I created a narrative on my blog. My first post was filled with excitement, anxiety, and eager energy which properly demonstrated where I was at the start of my time abroad. As the posts went on I felt more confident in myself and my independent abilities. The tone that was carried through out was one of gratitude, which I solidified in my last post. The abrupt ending my my time abroad shattered my heart into a million pieces, but on my last day I took the time to jot down how I was feeling and I titled it “Dear Mom and Dad.” This last post was a conclusion to my blog, but also a letter of gratitude to my parents for their supporting me through the amazing experience that I had. Looking back at myself when I first landed in Barcelona, to myself on my last day, and to myself now, I have been able to see the narrative of self growth and gratitude throughout. Storytelling has been something that I have found joy in my entire life, and it is what drew me into studying Journalism in college. This experience has shown me the power of storytelling in social media and lead me to falling in love with creating it and sharing it.




